I must worry about things that could be dangerous, unpleasant or frightening - otherwise they might happen.
Fear is a way of thinking. To say that you are afraid means you believe that something bad is going to happen. Fear is usually followed by a number of symptoms known collectively as anxiety. The more common of these include feeling shaky, getting short of breath, sweating, heart pounding, increased pulse rate, headaches, upset stomach, muscles tightening up (tension), poor concentration and restlessness.
Fear and anxiety are two sides of the same coin. Fear is the thought, anxiety is the feeling which results. Anxiety is like a warning bell. Unfortunately, it often goes off when there is no real danger. When this happens, we call the fear irrational.
Know when your fear is irrational
Not all fear is irrational. When it is in response to real danger and keeps you careful and alert, it can be functional. Suppose that someone is about to attack you: fear could help by preparing your muscles for defence or flight.
Fear can get out of hand, however. Too much fear could freeze your muscles: then you would be less able to protect yourself. Furthermore, our fears are often out of proportion to any real physical dangers. Many of the things people fear involve social situations performing badly, being rejected by other people and so on.
Irrational fear often shows up as worrying. You are afraid of something in advance and keep mulling it over without doing anything constructive. You may have little evidence that it will ever actually occur. It could even be something you cannot do much about, but you still worry.
Irrational fear can also show up in a more extreme fashion: as dread directed toward a specific object or situation. In such cases the fear is well out of proportion to the actual danger, and is sometimes called a phobia. People can develop extreme fears toward all sorts of things: closed spaces, open spaces, high places, being alone, being in a crowd, animals, the dark, blood, contamination or germs, thunder or lightning, pain, fire to name but a few.
To pick out your irrational fears, watch for reactions like the following:
Keep a diary for a while. This will clue you in to the extent of your worrying and help you become more aware of what tends to trigger it.
Look for fear-inducing beliefs
It is not always easy to get rid of irrational fear, because often we dont realise what it is we are afraid of. We think, for instance, that we fear rejection, violence or losing a loved one. But this isnt quite correct. What we really fear is how we will feel if we are rejected, assaulted or bereaved. In other words, we are often afraid of our own emotions. There are many feelings we might want to avoid, but two in particular seem to account for all our fears: discomfort and self-devaluation.
The fear of discomfort
Discomfort anxiety occurs when we perceive some threat to our physical or emotional comfort (or even our existence). Many things can trigger this fear:
Do not underrate the power of demands to create anxiety. If we kept our values and desires as preferences, we would be just disappointed or concerned when they were not met. Turning them into absolute needs is what makes frustration seem catastrophic. It also creates an interesting phenomenon: the fear of fear. Because anxiety and its symptoms can be unpleasant, we get anxious about becoming anxious! This kind of secondary disturbance can upset us even when nothing is going wrong. It can also lead us to avoid situations in which there is any risk of anxiety being triggered.
The fear of self-devaluation
Self-devaluation anxiety occurs when we think that our view of ourselves or our personal worth is in question. Events or circumstances that may trigger this fear include:
The fear of self-devaluation is based on the idea that we must meet certain expectations of ourselves in order to justify our existence. This may lead to thoughts like the following:
Understanding the fear of your own feelings
Often both types of fear overlap. You may, for example, fear the discomfort involved in going to the dentist, but also worry about looking a coward in front of others at the surgery and putting yourself down for this. In addition, as we have seen, both types represent a fear of our own feelings. We are not so much afraid of such and such happening - what we are really afraid of is how we will feel if it happens.
Specific episodes of irrational fear can be triggered by misinterpreting events and circumstances. Distortions of reality like the following are commonly involved in anxiety:
One common distortion involved in irrational fear is the idea that if you worry about something you can stop it happening. The converse of this is that if you dont worry, bad things will creep up on you. This belief is one of the reasons many people find worrying difficult to give up the thought of doing so induces anxiety!
When you are in a state of fear, ask yourself, What am I imagining might happen? Look for a chain of thoughts like, Shes late home . . . Shes had an accident . . . She could be dead or maimed for life . . . I could never cope with this . . . Ill be unhappy for the rest of my life . . . , and so on. Fearful ideas often run in sequences like this, with one thought leading to another (usually more extreme) thought. Be honest. Uncover those distortions even though you are tempted to deny them when you realise how exaggerated they are.
Identifying your fears
Sometimes you may be anxious but find it hard to identify what you are thinking. Here are some strategies to use:
From fear to rational concern
How do you overcome the fear of your own feelings and, in turn, the fear of specific events and circumstances? Here are four self-treatment aims which will help you get there:
Fear and discomfort are a normal part of life. They are only irrational when they disable you, which is more likely to happen when you tell yourself you cannot stand them. Of course you dont like discomfort who does? But thinking that you must avoid it at all costs will itself make you uncomfortable!
Give up the idea that you should be able to feel good all the time. Learn to tolerate unpleasant feelings. Find out how to change them but without demanding you avoid them entirely. When you are confident that you can handle bad feelings and know that you can stand them, they will bother you less in the first place!
Value security, for instance, but accept you can survive when the unexpected occurs. Try hard to get the things you want, but dont tell yourself that you need and must have them. Try to do well at whatever you set your hand to, but without demanding that you always succeed. See failure or disapproval as facts of life you can live with.
Ask, Why is such and such terrible, rather than unpleasant?, What makes this a disaster, rather than a disappointment?, Would it be so awful if . . . ? Dont pretend that everything is wonderful. Acknowledge that some things are unpleasant, uncomfortable and inconvenient just dont make them into anything more.
For fears such as giving talks, speaking to strangers, sitting exams or flying, try the blow-up technique. Exaggerate your fear out of all proportion, to the point where you cannot help being amused by it. Laughing at your fears is a good way to control them.
Observe that while you dislike them, you do stand unpleasant events and feelings. Witness the fact that you are still alive to tell the tale! Note, too, that if you learn to live with something rather than try to avoid it, most often it will bother you less.
If you have suffered a loss you think you cannot survive, try using time projection to get the future into perspective.
If there is something specific you are afraid of, a useful technique is to do a rational self-analysis, then imagine yourself facing the thing you fear. Be aware of the feelings and irrational beliefs involved. See yourself replacing them with more rational thoughts, experiencing the more helpful emotions which follow, and acting more in the way you would like.
As you challenge exaggerated thinking, dont fall into the trap of so-called positive thinking. Telling yourself that everything is all right wont work for long. In the real world there are negatives and bad things do happen, so acknowledge unpleasant realities just keep them in perspective.
Keep yourself in perspective, too. As long as you believe that you have to be a worthwhile person, you will be at risk of worrying about the chance of something happening which might lead you to think that you arent one. Unless you are an unusual human being who can somehow succeed at everything you try and constantly meet your own and others expectations, sooner or later you will fail at something or someone will disapprove of you.
What is the best way to deal with this fear of self-devaluation? Give up the idea that you have to be worthwhile! Remember, also, to dispute any self-rating that perpetuates fearfulness: learn to see yourself not as a worrier, but rather as a person who sometimes worries (and who is going to learn how to worry less in the future).
Although your interpretations wont be the main cause of your anxious episodes (your ratings will be), it is still worth checking them out. Query your beliefs about what is happening. How much, in reality, is going wrong for you? What is the worst that could happen? What evidence is there for believing this? How likely is it? A good way to get things into perspective is to rate the chances on a scale of 0 to 100 per cent.
The So what if technique can also be useful. Write down your worry, using the words, What if I make the wrong decision/am criticised/dont get a pay rise? Then change the What if to So what if and answer the question.
It may be useful at times to remind yourself that worrying isnt worth it. If you are reluctant to give up your worry habit because you think that it somehow helps you, run through the disadvantages involved:
Is it possible, though, to stop worrying without putting your head in the sand when it comes to lifes realities? Yes: by developing the attitude of being concerned rather than afraid.
Ignoring real problems is not a wise idea, but neither is fretting over something while doing nothing about it. Rational concern gets around both situations. It means facing lifes troubles directly, but without adding bad feelings. Instead of worrying about a problem, you take three practical steps: first check out how real the problem is; second dispute any irrational ratings about it; third choose a solution and get into action.
From worry to rational concern
Here is a collection of typical anxiety-causing beliefs and some rational alternatives:
Getting into action
This brings us to the final step. Here are some suggestions for combining rethinking with action, a powerful way to break the anxiety habit.
If can, do something about it
Is there any way to reduce the chance of the thing you fear happening? If not, accept this reality and adjust to it. If there is, stop stewing and do it.
Check, for example, that you are using your finances sensibly. Get budgeting advice if you are unsure. Enrol in a pension plan to protect your financial position in the future. But after you have done what you can to prepare, get on with life now.
Teach your children to recognise and avoid real dangers or foolish risks; but as they get older, dont overprotect them from lifes important lessons, or worse still try to restrict and control their lives to make yourself feel more secure. When they are adults, put them out into the world to get on with their lives. Apart from being ready to help (when they ask for it), get on with your own life whether or not they are making the most of theirs.
Prepare for the future as far as you can. Take care of your body now to reduce the chance of disability later. Plan financially for retirement. Change any tendencies to get depressed or anxious which might get worse as you grow older. But remember that worrying wont stop you from growing old, so learn to live now. If you dont enjoy your present moments at this stage in your life, you are not likely to learn how when you are older.
Dealing with difficult problems
If you are faced with a problem to which you cannot see any solution, use a step-by-step method like the one described in the page for belief No 12.
Another strategy is to take a break. When you leave a problem for a while, the subconscious mind will often work on it and come up with solutions. Sleep on it; or leave it for an hour, a day, or for as long as you find helpful.
Consider using outside help. Talk things over with someone who can listen without always giving advice. Using another person as a sounding board can help you explore new ways of solving problems.
Look after yourself physically
Tiredness can make you scratchy, irritable and likely to misinterpret things that happen. Keep yourself physically fit to help maintain a good energy level. Get the sleep you need. Watch your diet: are you consuming a lot of foods and drinks that boost your energy level then leave you flat?
Learn to relax
If tension is a problem, consider doing a training course on deep-muscle relaxation. You can obtain tapes or have a therapist tailor a programme for you. Choose a method that will train you to relax in the actual situations where you tend to feel uptight, e.g. when the pressure is on at work or the children want your attention. You can obtain such a programme on a tape prepared by this author.
Identify the things you find most relaxing, such as going for a walk, reading a novel or watching TV. Do them regularly. Havent got time to relax? Recheck your priorities: whether we do it consciously or not, we all allocate our time to the things we believe are important. Keep in mind that anxiety uses up a lot of time and emotional energy anyway.
Learn to manage your time
Do you often find yourself overloaded with tasks? If so, learn how to set priorities and do the most important items first. Those left over will then be lower priority ones, so you will be less likely to worry about them. Remember, too, that urgent things arent always the most important. Consider getting a good book on time management or doing a training course.
Confront the things you have been avoiding
One of the most effective ways to deal with fear is to get into the specific situations you are afraid of. If you fear being alone, for instance, organise a weekend by yourself. If you are worried about how you look in a bathing suit, buy one and wear it at the beach. If you are afraid of getting into lifts, go and stand in one and deal with the thoughts that come up. If you avoid talking to people at parties, go to more parties and talk to more people. To tackle the fear of failing, take on a new challenge. If you fear losing control in public, go into public places. If you feel used, but worry the other person might stop liking you if you say anything, take a risk and assert yourself. Face the fear of rejection by approaching someone and asking for a date.
Do it now. Make the appointment with your doctor or dentist, sign up for that exercise programme, give up smoking or whatever it is you have been putting off.
This direct approach is useful in many ways. It will help you identify the irrational thoughts which make you anxious and dispute them on the spot. You will realise that the event is not as bad as you had feared and that you can face it and survive. You will learn techniques which will help you cope with anxiety in the future. Most importantly, you will discover that if you cannot control the circumstance itself, you can still control your reaction to it.
Start by making a list of feared situations. Decide which to work on first. Be sensible about what you do dont take foolish risks. (Make sure, though, that you arent exaggerating the risk as an excuse to keep avoiding it.) Next, carry out a rational self-analysis. This will prepare you, by reducing your anxiety and giving you new, rational beliefs to use when you are in the situation. When writing down your beliefs, use What if questions to identify the worst possible outcomes you can foresee and how you would deal with them. For example, What if I enter the situation? What will happen, what will I feel, and what will be the result? When disputing your beliefs, estimate the chance that what you fear will happen. Get rid of any ideas that you must cope perfectly, avoid looking foolish or hide your anxiety.
Remind yourself, too, that you are not afraid of the situation itself, rather of the anxiety you think will result. Note some facts about anxiety: (a) it wont kill you (even though it sometimes feels that way!), (b) it is uncomfortable rather than awful, (c) you can stand it even though you dislike it, and (d) you will do better to accept anxiety than to fight it.
In addition, dont tell yourself that you have to do these things demanding will only make you more anxious. Keep in mind, though, that people can do things they dont feel like doing.
Now get into the situation. If possible, remain until your anxiety diminishes (the longer you stay, the more likely you are to change irrational beliefs and reduce your fear). Focus on what you need to do to cope rather than on what you feel. Recall the rational beliefs you worked out earlier in your self-analysis. If you wish, take someone along with you (though only at first).
Afterwards, do another self-analysis to deal with any new irrational beliefs you uncovered while in the situation. Compare what you expected to feel with how it actually felt. Then plan your next assignment.
Learn to live in the here and now
Worry about the future can disable you in the present. Why not turn this tendency on its head? Rather than dwelling on what might or might not happen, practise being aware of what is around you. Savour the things that are pleasant to observe, touch, smell, listen to and taste.
There was a time when I would rush to work in the morning, thinking and worrying about the day ahead. Now I enjoy my walk through an old reserve. I make a point of seeing the beauty around me, observing the trees, birds, and the way the sun rests on the bushes. This sets the tone for the whole day. Putting from my mind all thought of what is ahead helps me cope better with it.
I am not suggesting you ignore the future, or what has gone before. If you want to stay happy through the years ahead, it is important to prepare now. It is also wise to keep in mind what you have learned in the past. But, having done that, make sure you live in the present today.
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From worry to rational concern
Dealing with fear means changing how you think about unwanted events and circumstances. Here is a new belief to help you do this:
'Worrying about things that might go wrong will not stop them happening. It will, though, ensure I get upset and disturbed right now!'